Just a random citizen.

9gag.

No words can describe.

Just.

Simply.

Amazing. 

1. I miss the VBS both from Cagayan de Oro and Iligan.

I miss the feeling of teaching young kids about Him. Though sometimes I feel guilty because I don’t practice what I preach and they look up to me like some well-abiding Christian, I am sill happy knowing they have learned something from me and it’s always that something I can forever be proud of. I just miss those kids looking at me waiting for the next words that will come out while I’m discussing in the front. And I would look so tense because maybe I’d say the wrong words and they’ll stop listening and believing me. I miss the feeling of trying not to practice favoritism because I know the feeling of not being favored by a teacher. I miss the feeling of trying to help them answer the questions by just themselves. I miss making lesson plans and games so they would be even more eager to come back the next day. I just miss the kids I’ve met and taught. It’s just that.. I really get respect from them. And even if sometimes they take me for granted, I’m still glad and blessed they came voluntarily to learn more about God through me. 

Calaanan, Tent City 2. Bahalag tungod ani mao ning ni-itum kog samut.. worth it ra gyapon siya. :D

Iligan City. Wala ko diri kay LC camp na :( Anyway, congrats sa inyo. Love mo ni ate Jill! :D 

tired. 

It’s funny how this one word made my life complicated for about a week. Well, I never thought I would even have one humiliating false assumption for the rest of my life. Take note: Humiliating. You see, I’ve been pretty much accustomed with the fact that almost all of my assumptions are true and things just happen the way I have predicted them to be. But this one HFA thing, just turned my world upside down. Really.. assumptions make you look stupid. But, on the other hand, it makes you even more creative. You know, that times when you thought it was something and you begin to think wildly? Times where you think all the possible reasons and meanings of everything that happened? Then you smile like an idiot because maybe, just maybe, he’d get a hint and do exactly what you want him to do. But no, just NO because they’re all assumptions and assumptions are not always true. Then you end up being hurt and disappointed because you assumed when there was not even one single bit of fact that was stated. Tinanga lagi pero atleast na-creative. Hahaha. :D 

But anyway, Assumptions, as what Jiah has said before, are not really bad. Sometimes, it’s for creativity purpose. Sometimes, just to make us feel good. But what made assumptions a bit not good is when you start actualizing it then you make stupid decisions and actions. That’s where assuming becomes a bit.. cruel. 

To end this post (since my mother is already shouting and forcing me to sleep na) I shall give an advice so that you won’t go to the same stupidity experience I’ve underwent. And that is to: Never assume unless stated. But never, ever, even assume that your assumptions are correct because sometimes.. even without those false assumptions, the real thing has already been happening. :D

Rotschar. XOXO 

..anang feeling nga murag gusto lang jud ka mag-rest sa kadyut? Kanang.. maghigda lang ka.. mag-think.. mag-contemplate.. mag-reflect.. mag-stay still lang gyud basig kadali. Kanang wa kay gahuna-hunaon.. Kanang empty imong mind basig pila lang ka minutes. Kanang ma-feel nimo nga walay pressure.. wala ko naka-himo ug wrong decision. Wala kai guilt feeling.. Wala kai mga regrets.. Kanang empty lang sa gyud ko. Pwede na? Pwede?

:( 

Jsyk, I’m not really good at making reviews or giving feedbacks but.. I intend to make one to return the favor of making me feel good after watching this kdrama. So forgive my unconvincing words and..

Iljimae is perhaps one (because I’ve also seen other good historical dramas) of the most heart (because I’ve also cried a bucket of tears in other dramas) and nerve-breaking (because I’ve also held my breath and involuntarily slept late in other dramas) historical kdrama I’ve watched so far. I should be thanking Park Shi Hoo from the Princess’ Man though, since he was the reason I arrived at this drama. At first, I was a little skeptical about how this drama would turn out but after watching the first episode, I thought of giving it a try since I’ve always fancy action dramas. For some background story, Iljimae is the Chosun version of “Robin Hood”. Thus, I immediately got hooked after reading its plot summary. But then, who he is as Iljimae is different from who he is when he’s not. A whole lot different. And that what made me even like the story plot more. It was unique and fun. 

And guess what, I find Iljimae and The Princess’ Man kinda similar. In sound tracks, story plot aaaaanndddd.. just everything else. Anyway, moving on..

Now who wouldn’t like this handsome darling who starred as Iljimae and Yong-ee in this epic drama? 

Let’s see.. Lee Jun-ki did a great job portraying two personalities in one character. As I’ve said earlier, he is different whenever he’s Iljimae and when he’s not. At day, he is the silly young man who likes to gamble and hang out in the brothels but at night, he is this fast and furious Iljimae—thanks to some trainings and practices.  Look at that face. Just. Look at that face. 

It’s just that.. it’s funny how he, from this face: 

becomes:

because of revenge and determination. But I don’t think it was all revenge because in the end, all he did was to claim justice for his father’s death. 

But then again, he didn’t change overnight. He tried learning all of the things he needs to know to be the greatest burglar of Korea—with revenge as the main ingredient.  

Anyway, aside from him, I also liked the one portraying his adoptive father. Very funny and loving. One of a kind. Willing to sacrifice his own life for his son (who is not even his blood relative.) 

Aigooooooooo.. I’m sad this drama just ended. Anyway, this was one helluva drama I’ve ever set my eyes and heart on. Now it has ended.. I guess I just have to curl back to the corner and cry my eyes out. I definitely didn’t want this drama to end. But Oh well, might as watch the other drama—Return of Iljimae. MWAHAHAHA!

I really, really, really, really, really want to post something interesting here.. but I guess my life has been pretty much boring and wasted this past few weeks. Well then, to start with, the past month was a bit tiring and fun for me. For the first two weeks, I deluded myself in watching these superb koreandramas and made myself believe that one day some handsome guy would magically appear and confess his love to me. Tae, taas ba kaayog pangarap. Hahahaha. Anyway, it was at those weeks that I was very grateful (to the extent of crying myself out hahaha pwede maulaw) that summer has finally come and that I’m just going to sit in front of the computer watching koreandramas 24/7 and feel butterflies in behalf of the actors and actresses. I’ve never felt that happiness before. Or maybe I wasn’t just able to appreciate summer before.

But anyhow, (char anyhow na dli na anyway hahaha) though feeling useless and worthless for about two weeks, I finally received an invitation to teach in Calaanan where the famous tent city of CDO lies. It’s a program of our Church to teach some children about the bible so.. I can’t say no and go back to watching koreandramas. Actually, I’ve been waiting for this. Lucky enough our Pastor didn’t forget about asking me to take part in this Bible schooling. It was a whole lot different from the previous Bible schoolings I’ve ever attended. And if I am to describe and narrate my experiences, it would take another tumblr post for me to do so. Besides, I made this post because I wanted to talk about Avengers. 

Pero ugma nalang ko magpost kay kapuy na. I still need to do something pa. Haha, hehe, good night to you :D

One word—heart-breaking.

This drama kinda revolved around the word ‘revenge’ and ‘love’… and that how getting revenge is different from getting justice… and that how love conquers all?

It was the Joseon version of Romeo and Juliet as they said so I didn’t bother watching it before. (I don’t want any heartaches after watching this 24-episode drama) But thanks to The Moon that embraces the Sun, my urge of watching historical dramas led me to this one. Although I didn’t fancy the main actress Moon Chae Won since she wasn’t really that pretty to start with (considering her role in My Fair Lady as the supporting actress). Still, I had the reason to watch this drama—Park Shi Hoo from Prosecutor Princess. That one guy who could drive my mind crazy once he smiles. And for sure, he didn’t only make me crazy, he also made me cry the hell out. 

Anyway, the first half episodes made me cry. Of all dramas, this made my heart break into million pieces. Although there was no proper justice at the end, I think the drama has already showed a lot of themes including friendship, love and hope. 

So yes, I’ll recommend you watching this drama. If by chance, you’d stop watching this drama since you already know there will still be no justice at the end, just remember the fact that this reign was actually real. Just focus on the love between the two characters and how they actually granted life and death to each other. This was based on Korean History. So.. I don’t think scriptwriters would take the risk and somewhat change what was already made. 

First, nagpa-cute sako. Hahaha, tae. Ana biya na. Para chada sad akong nawong panalagsa ba. 

‘Cause smiling is too mainstream…

Hahahahaha, tae. Gakatawa ko sa akong gibuhat. Murag kog buang. 

Unya……. murag …… na-weirdohan ko sa akong kaugalingon. hahahaha.

ANYWAY!! good night! Lovelots, from teddy and I. XOXO mwahugzz

This will be a quick post. Let’s see.. I started this day by pooping in the CR. Seriously. I might have eaten something weird yesterday since my wastes were a little bit weird aaaand out of shape, perhaps? Still, it really felt good. You know, that feeling of being able to let go of that ‘thing’ you’ve been trying to hold? Hahaha. Lol. So, since I’ve got nothing to do and the urge of trying to review some lessons was very low, I decided to watch a Korean drama instead. Tentenen! *drum rolls* chaching! Full House. Haha, this drama.. is actually the 9th Koreandrama I’ve watched. Dili ra sad kaayo ko fan noh? Haha. Anyway, I’ll continue watching it tomorrow, maybe. Uh.

Did I already mention how many times I pooped this day? 4 times. I don’t know if it’s normal or.. it’s just how summer really goes for people like me. Haha, by now, I’m thinking if it would be the same for tomorrow. Anyway, I’m hoping I’d really get a hold of my senses and think of productive things to do like studying in advance for entrance exams and preparing myself for that one dream before leaving XU. 

And… I think this post just signaled my renewed commitment with posting irrelevant stuffs here on tumblr. And of course, I’ll finish that 100-day tumblr challenge that I have not yet completed. YAY!